:37:00
Now, with some distance...
:37:03
It was more like brotherly love.
:37:06
Someone to feel close with,
to always count on.
:37:09
He also made me see religion
in a more human way.
:37:14
Closer to the people...
:37:17
He had much to do
with me leaving the order.
:37:24
We were surprised
:37:27
how peopIe from the Mission
taIked about him.
:37:31
The man we met in prison
:37:33
was cynicaI and coId-bIooded.
:37:37
The contradiction was confusing.
:37:41
But you know
:37:42
how stubborn Lise was.
:37:44
She insisted until
she found what she wanted.
:37:53
-Do you remember him?
-Yes I do.
:37:59
When the Sister Ieft...
:38:02
he went crazy.
:38:04
He Iost controI.
:38:07
He started drinking.
:38:09
He roamed about doing nothing.
:38:12
He disappeared for days...
:38:15
He couIdn't bear being aIone.
:38:19
He went mad.
:38:21
I was worried about him.
:38:24
His behavior made us nervous.
:38:26
But this wasn't reason enough
:38:29
to expeI him from the community.
:38:32
This had been his home.
:38:37
Maybe we didn't do
the right thing
:38:40
by keeping him here.
:38:43
Maybe we didn't do
the right thing,
:38:47
but where would he go?