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with what I did the night before.
:15:05
I tell myself, "Today, a change."
:15:09
If my headache is bad enough,
I say, "Pierre...
:15:12
"...today you must take steps
to become a saint."
:15:16
I drop into the club
and watch the card-playing,
:15:19
just order a glass of water to prove
how marvellously I resist temptation.
:15:26
Then someone comes along
and says, "Just one vodka, Pierre."
:15:31
Next morning, my headache is worse,
my pockets are emptier.
:15:35
There must be
something you want to do.
:15:38
I want to discover... everything!
:15:42
I want to discover why I know
what's right and still do what's wrong.
:15:47
I want to discover what happiness is,
and what value there is in suffering.
:15:52
I want to discover why men go to war,
:15:55
and what they really say
deep in their hearts when they pray.
:16:01
I want to discover what men and
women feel when they say they love.
:16:06
There's enough to keep me busy.
:16:12
It's hard to understand someone like me.
:16:15
Everything is so clear for you.
:16:17
- You know exactly what you must do.
- Oh, exactly!
:16:21
You're different from me.
You study, you become enlightened.
:16:24
I study, I become confused.
:16:27
You love, you marry. You believe,
you act. There's a war, you serve.
:16:32
If only I really answered
to your description.
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- You do.
- Shall I show you how wrong you are?
:16:38
- I know you. I'm not wrong.
- Know why I'm going to the war?
:16:43
Because I regard Napoleon
as a monster?
:16:46
Because I believe we should fight
Austria's battles 2,000 miles away?
:16:50
Because Russia will be
a greater nation after the war?
:16:54
Then, why?
:16:55
Because I married the most loving
and attractive woman in Moscow,