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If you'd known Sebastian, you'd
understand she had no choice...
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...how none of us ever had a choice,
once Sebastian had decided we were...
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...to be used.
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Used?
:41:16
You mean he used people?
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Yes.
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Isn't that what love is?
Using people?
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And maybe that's what hate is.
Not being able to use people.
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- Go on.
- Go on where?
:41:32
Anywhere.
:41:34
To the first memory you come to.
:41:38
My first memory?
:41:41
It was once at a Mardi Gras ball.
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The Mardi Gras ball? Yes?
:41:47
My very first memory.
:41:50
It was last spring.
:41:52
Before last spring,
I remember nothing. Nothing at all.
:41:58
It's as if my life began
and ended that night.
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Tell me about it.
:42:08
At the ball...
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I was taken there by some boy
who got too drunk to stand.
:42:16
I wanted to leave.
My coat was in the cloakroom.
:42:19
They couldn't find the check for it,
so I said, "Let it go"...
:42:23
...and started out for a taxi.
:42:26
Then somebody took my arm and said:
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"I'll drive you home."
:42:32
As we left, he took off his coat
and put it around my shoulders...
:42:37
...and then I looked at him.
:42:39
I don't think I've ever seen him
before then, really.
:42:44
He took me home.
But he took me another place first.
:42:48
Near the Duelling Oaks at the end
of Esplanade Street.
:42:52
We stopped. I asked what for.
:42:57
He didn't answer.
:42:59
Just struck a match
to light a cigarette...