:47:02
But if anybody asks about it,
you yell and bust out and go get drunk.
:47:05
People cannot live with that.
:47:07
Ruth is a nice, patient girl.
:47:09
But you are too much. Don't make the
mistake of driving her away.
:47:12
What does she do for me?
:47:14
She loves you!
:47:17
I got to go out. Now I got
to go out and be by myself!
:47:21
I'm sorry about your liquor store.
But it's not the thing for us to do.
:47:25
That's what I wanted to say.
:47:26
- It's dangerous.
- What's dangerous?
:47:29
When a man goes
outside his house for peace.
:47:31
Then how come there can never be
no peace in this house?
:47:35
You found it in some other house?
:47:39
Why do you always think
there's a woman?
:47:45
I want so many things.
:47:47
I want so many things that sometimes
I think they'll drive me crazy.
:47:51
I'm 35 years old,
and I ain't got nothing.
:47:53
I ain't going to be nothing.
Just look at me.
:47:56
- Look at me.
- I'm looking at you.
:47:58
You're a good-Iooking boy.
:48:00
- You got a job, a wife, a son...
- A job!
:48:02
I open and close car doors all day.
:48:05
I drive a man in his limousine,
and I say...
:48:07
..."Yes, sir" and "No, sir"
and "Shall I take the drive, sir?"
:48:10
That ain't no kind of job.
That ain't nothing at all.
:48:14
- I don't know if you can understand.
- Understand what?
:48:18
It's like I can see my future
just stretched out in front of me.
:48:22
My whole future. A big, blank,
empty space full of nothing...
:48:26
...just hanging at the edge of my days,
waiting for me.
:48:30
But it don't have to be.
:48:33
Sometimes, when I'm downtown
driving that man around...
:48:36
...we pass them cool,
quiet-Iooking restaurants.
:48:38
I look in.
:48:40
I see these white boys.
They're sitting, talking...
:48:43
...about deals
worth millions of dollars...
:48:47
...and they look no older than me.
:48:48
How come you talk
so much about money?
:48:51
Because it's life!
:48:54
So now money is life?
:48:57
Once, freedom used to be life.
:48:59
But now it's money.