:53:00
- Never?
- No.
:53:05
I'm surprised to find myself
saying that, but it's true.
:53:10
I have no desire for
the close company of other people.
:53:15
Have you always
felt this way?
:53:18
I... I don't know.
:53:22
Don't you want to join
in the things that other people do,
:53:25
share the experiences
of other people?
:53:27
I don't seem capable
of being very close to people.
:53:32
I do feel that perhaps I'm trying
to reach out for those other things.
:53:37
Do you feel guilty
wanting them?
:53:40
I don't understand you.
:53:43
I'm not a psychiatrist, and perhaps
I'm being clumsy at all this,
:53:48
but I am suggesting that perhaps
this figure represents a guilt feeling.
:53:52
Oh, that's ridiculous!
:53:55
Maybe. Frankly,
I don't know.
:54:00
Well, I know one thing.
:54:02
If my imagination
is playing tricks on me,
:54:06
I'm going to put
a stop to it.
:54:08
You're a very strong-willed
person, aren't you?
:54:11
I survive,
if that's what you mean.
:54:14
That old pavilion
out by the lake.
:54:18
Somehow you associate it
with all this, don't you?
:54:23
I could go out there.
I could put an end to that too.
:54:29
- I could go out there...
- Now don't be hasty.
:54:33
If it is all in my imagination,
I could put a stop to it.
:54:38
Maybe, but at least someone
should be with you. I can't possibly...
:54:42
As you say, Doctor,
I'm a person of strong will.
:54:46
And the time
to go out there is now.
:54:49
And if I have to,
I can go alone.