:47:01
You know what?
I had an ´orrible nightmare.
:47:04
- You must have had too much supper.
- No, serious.
:47:07
I dreamt
that the hydrogen bomb had fallen,
:47:10
and I didn´t get killed.
:47:12
But I got some of that dust
on my shoulder, see?
:47:16
I rushes in this house,
shuts the door,
:47:18
and who´s standing there?
Little Malcolm.
:47:21
Who?
:47:23
Oh, yeah.
It´s this kid I used to know.
:47:26
And then I realised that this...
this dust on me,
:47:31
this poison l´ve picked up...
:47:34
...will kill him.
And I was taking it to him.
:47:38
I was taking death to him.
:47:40
But what could I do? I had to save
my bleeding self, didn´t I?
:47:46
Made me feel rough, though.
:47:48
It would make some sense
to a psychiatrist.
:47:51
You know what? I wish just for once
:47:53
I could get myself to do
something good in my dreams.
:47:56
It wouldn´t cost me anything.
:47:58
l´d get a great deal
of satisfaction out of it.
:48:01
They´ve got you when you´re awake
and when you´re asleep.
:48:05
You´II be leaving here next month?
:48:07
Yeah.
l´II be glad to get back to London.
:48:10
It won´t be the same
without you around here.
:48:14
I ain´t gone yet.
:48:18
Would you like me to give you
something to make you sleep?
:48:21
Now, there´s a good idea.
:48:23
Alright, then, come with me.
:48:27
Marvellous what you can get
on the National Health.
:48:33
- Bye, Mr Elkins.
- Bye, Mrs Clamacraft.
:48:35
Bye-bye, love.
:48:44
You know something? Visiting days
ain´t doing you any good.
:48:48
- How do you mean?
- Takes you a week to get over one.
:48:52
If you´re not careful, you´II be
leaving here in your wooden suit.
:48:56
But that´s all I live for,
to see her and talk to her.
:48:59
You´ve got to live for yourself,
not for others.