:47:01
inside the wardrobe.
:47:05
On shoeboxes and shelves,
I tried to lift myself up by the hands.
:47:10
I lost my grip and fell.
:47:12
I fought wildly to keep the
creature off me...
:47:17
and all the time
screaming with fear...
:47:21
asking forgiveness!
:47:24
Finally the door opened
and I was allowed to come out...
:47:28
in the light.
:47:31
My father says :
"Your mother assures me you ask for pardon."
:47:37
I shout : "Yes I do!"
:47:42
"Let's go to the sofa then",
he said to me.
:47:46
I went to the green sofa
in my father's room,
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took a couple of cushions,
put them on top of each other
:47:55
I then fetched the stick,
unbuttoned my pants,
:47:58
and lay myself over the cushions.
:48:03
My father said :
"How many strikes did you earn?"
:48:09
I answered : "The maximum."
:48:14
Then he beat me,
:48:16
hard, but bearable.
:48:24
After the punishement,
I turned towards my mother
:48:27
and asked her:
"Can you forgive me now?"
:48:32
She cried and said :
"Sure I forgive you."
:48:39
She gave me her hand,
:48:43
I kissed it...
:48:56
Are you sleeping?
:48:59
No, I'm not sleeping.