1:05:01
So you're not particularly
jealous of him?
1:05:05
Are you two going together?
1:05:08
But you two came up here together.
1:05:10
You like that?
1:05:11
Yeah, I like her.
I love her. I enjoy her.
1:05:15
What do you think about all this?
1:05:17
Well, the way I look at it...
1:05:19
...like I've known Jerry for what?
Four or five, six months now.
1:05:23
When he moved into the family group...
1:05:26
...that I was alr...
that I already knew for quite a while...
1:05:29
...in that time, I got to know him
real well and I learned to love him.
1:05:35
Like, you know, we ball
and everything, but...
1:05:38
...it's really a pretty good thing because
I have plenty, there's plenty of freedom.
1:05:41
Because if we're not going together and
we're not in love or anything like that...
1:05:47
Can you communicate
with your parents?
1:05:49
I can communicate with
them on, on one level.
1:05:53
Now that I've been away
from home for two years.
1:05:55
But at first it was very rough.
Now...
1:05:58
...they, you know, they're beginning
to mellow about it.
1:06:01
It's not so hard on them I'm the way I am.
1:06:04
But I can't really communicate to them...
1:06:05
...about anything that's really important
because they just could not understand it.
1:06:09
My mother is really, she really...
1:06:12
...lives in a lot of pain...
1:06:13
...because she's sure I'm going to
go to hell and there's nothing I can do...
1:06:16
...to tell her that there is,
that it just does not exist for me.
1:06:21
So l, there's no communication
on, on those levels.
1:06:24
My father was asking whether I was in a
communist training camp or something...
1:06:28
...in, in the house that I lived in.
1:06:31
I could understand, you know, where
he came from. Because when he...
1:06:34
...well, he's an immigrant, you know.
1:06:36
And so he came over here
to better himself...
1:06:37
...economically and so forth,
and all that other rot.
1:06:40
And, to make it better for me and he can't
understand why I didn't play, you know...
1:06:44
...saying, "Why aren't
you playing the game?"
1:06:47
"Here's all this opportunity.
Here's, here are all these things...
1:06:49
...which have so much value."
1:06:51
But they only have value to him...
1:06:52
...and he can't understand
why they don't have value to me.
1:06:55
But he does have wisdom enough
to know, to allow me to be who I am.