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We are interested in your case.
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-We want to heIp you.
-Thank you very much.
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ShaII we get down to it?
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Fine. Fine, sir.
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The newspapers mentioned. . .
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. . .in addition to being conditioned
against acts of sex and vioIence. . .
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. . .you've inadvertentIy been
conditioned against music.
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I think that was something
that they didn't pIan for.
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You see, missus. . .
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. . .I'm very fond of music.
EspeciaIIy Beethoven.
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Ludwig van Beethoven.
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-B-E--
-It's aII right, thank you.
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And it just so happened that
whiIe they were showing me. . .
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. . .a particuIarIy bad fiIm
of, Iike, a concentration camp. . .
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. . .the background music
was pIaying Beethoven.
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So now you have
the same reaction to music. . .
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. . .as you do to sex and vioIence?
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No, missus. You see, it's not
aII music. It's just the Ninth.
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You mean Beethoven's Ninth Symphony?
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That's right. I can't Iisten
to the Ninth anymore at aII.
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When I hear the Ninth, I get, Iike. . .
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. . .this funny feeIing.
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And then aII I can think about
is, Iike, trying to snuff it.
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-I beg your pardon?
-Snuff it. Death, I mean.
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I just want to die peacefuIIy. . .
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. . .Iike, with no pain.
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Do you feeI that way now?
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No, sir, not exactIy.
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I stiII feeI. . .
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. . .very miserabIe.
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Very much down in spirits.
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Do you stiII feeI. . .
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. . .suicidaI?
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Put it this way:
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I feeI very Iow in myseIf.
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I can't see much in the future.
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I feeI that any second, something
terribIe is going to happen to me.