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Hollywood.
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Just saying that word
means magic time to me.
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I can remember when I was a little girl.
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I used to sit in a movie all by myself.
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I used to watch those movie stars,
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and they just looked
like they was having the best time.
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I couldn't imagine it,
being a movie star.
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I just wanted to jump up out of my seat,
step into that picture,
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just touch 'em and be with them
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like they were surrounded
by a big rainbow.
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Like nothing could get to 'em.
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I just wanted my life
to be one long, beautiful movie.
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But I never got to Hollywood.
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No, I never did.
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I never did.
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And then I met my salesman.
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Oh, God, how I loved my salesman.
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His name was Jim.
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We got married.
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He wanted kids.
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I didn't want any,
I wanted my career.
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And I lost him.
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I lost everything.
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And I ended up here.
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And that's... that's when I had
my first wild affair with a policeman.
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John Wintergreen, you were not
my first policeman.
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No way. No way.
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You weren't supposed to
hear that, Harve.
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You just make believe
that you didn't even hear that, okay?
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Because I'm still your sweet,
little innocent Jolene.
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Why, you know
that I'm still the girl next door.