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that my mother was very, very involved with.
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Because I know she would be so pleased
that I would put it to that use.
:53:12
- Do you want some more of anything?
- What else you got?
:53:15
I made a dessert.
:53:17
For breakfast.
:53:28
Damn, it didn't set.
:53:31
What is it?
:53:34
Tea?
:53:36
- Oh, go jump in the lake.
- What is it then, dear?
:53:39
I don't care to be the butt
of your amusement, Nicky.
:53:47
I give up.
:53:54
And just keep asking yourself,
"Then where will I be?"
:54:00
- Keep asking yourself.
- I don't care.
:54:03
I don't give a damn where I'm gonna be.
It's just not in me, this sort of thing.
:54:07
It's just not in me. It's all over.
:54:10
One of the first principles
of applying mindism...
:54:13
is to never let negative feelings
block the path to your goal.
:54:18
Otherwise, you are always sinking back
into discouragement.
:54:21
Oh, leave me alone.
:54:23
What I do is, I envision my goal...
:54:27
and I put myself into a trance.
And I go to sleep.
:54:30
This is the technique
which is what I'm using here...
:54:34
where I have come up
with a foolproof plan...
:54:38
we haven't even come up with yet,
or even thought of.
:54:44
- Now what could that be?
- What?
:54:47
Suicide.
:54:51
I have thought of that. I've thought of it.
:54:55
Then you follow my thinking.