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-/ to/d you.
-What, exact/y?
1:00:02
-/ put it in her.
-Did you?
1:00:05
-Yes.
-Did you?
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-A// the way.
-Did you, A/an?
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A// the way, / shoved it.
/ put it in her a// the way.
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-Did you?
-Yes.
1:00:12
-Did you, Alan?
-Yes!
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-Tell me the truth. Did you?
-Fuck off!
1:00:20
What was it?
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You cou/dn't,
though you wanted to very much?
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l couldn't see her.
1:00:28
-What do you mean?
-Only him!
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Every time l kissed her, he was in the way.
1:00:34
-Who?
-You know who!
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When l touched her, l felt him.
1:00:39
His side under me, waiting for my hand.
1:00:42
l refused him. l looked...
1:00:44
looked right at her, and l couldn't do it.
1:00:47
When l shut my eyes, l saw him at once,
the streaks on his belly.
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Couldn't feel her flesh at all.
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l wanted the foam...
1:00:56
off his neck...
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not flesh, hide, horse hide.
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And l couldn't even kiss her.
1:01:14
-Hello?
-No.
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lt's all right.
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l don't mind.
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Really, l don't.
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Alan?
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-Look at me.
-Get out.
1:01:34
-What?
-Out!
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There's nothing wrong.
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Believe me.
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Please, believe me,
there's nothing at all wrong.
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Get out!
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Listen to me.
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Why don't we just...
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sit down for a bit and talk?
1:01:59
Please.