:49:02
And she came over, and she said,
"What are you smiling about?"
:49:05
And I said, "I think I got it."
And she said, "Oh, thank God!"
:49:14
I don't really know why
I'm telling you all this.
:49:18
- I mean, it doesn't really
- Well.
:49:22
Those are very scary moments,
and you think a lot about that
when you're a kid. It's natural.
:49:28
- And what's happening now?
- Everything seems very different.
:49:31
I'm I'm not able to...
:49:34
know what's gonna happen.
:49:36
You know, before I had a sense that...
:49:39
- life would go on, and
- Yes.
:49:42
- Now, it's like every day is like, "Whew!"
- Yeah.
:49:45
What's gonna happen?
And I don't know how to control it.
:49:47
- And I don't know
- Yeah.
:49:49
I don't know
I don't know what to do.
:49:52
Your whole life has been
disrupted, discombobulated.
:49:57
And... it's a new life right now.
:50:00
I mean, what can you do? You know,
you can't live my life for me, can you?
:50:04
No. No. I certainly
can't live your life for you.
:50:08
It's your life.
:50:10
But what I can do...
:50:13
is to explore it with you
and see what's happening now in your life.
:50:17
Yeah.
:50:19
Maybe the confusion
that you're feeling now...
:50:22
will clear up.
:50:24
I'm pretty sure it will.
:50:26
I think, right now, it would be
a really good idea if you came twice a week.
:50:31
But very quickly
we'll move into once a week.
:50:34
Because it's a lot more
important what you do out there...
:50:38
than what you do in here.