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"Oh, how nice.
I feel at home here. "
:03:08
Since then we've lived a quiet,
happy Iife at the parsonage.
:03:13
Eva has, of course, told me
about her earlier life.
:03:17
After leaving school
she went on to college
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got engaged to a doctor and
lived with him for several years.
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Wrote two small books.
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Came down with tuberculosis,
broke offthe engagement
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and moved from Oslo to a small
town In the south of Norway
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where she began
to work as a journalist.
:03:45
This is the first of her books.
I like it so much.
:03:50
She has written,
:03:53
"One must learn to live.
I practice every day.
:03:58
" My biggest obstacle is
I don't know who I am.
:04:03
"I grope blindly.
:04:05
"If anyone loves me as I am
:04:08
"I may dare at last
to look at myself.
:04:12
" For me, that possibility
is fairly remote."
:04:22
I'd like to tell her just for once
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that she is loved
whole-heartedly
:04:31
but I can't say it
in such a way
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that she'd believe me.
I can't find the right words.