:33:00
-Where are you?
-I'm up here, Mama.
:33:12
I've changed, so we can go
for a walk if you like.
:33:16
-Is this the nursery?
-Yes, it's Erik's room.
:33:21
-Fancy letting it stay like this!
-We've often talked of altering it.
:33:26
Sometimes I come and sit here
and let my thoughts wander.
:33:33
-Let's go.
-Wait, Mama! Feel the nice atmosphere in here.
:33:40
Erik drowned the day
before his fourth birthday.
:33:44
But you know that.
:33:46
It was too much for Viktor.
:33:50
I grieved a lot, outwardly.
:33:53
Deep inside, I felt
he was still alive,
:33:57
that we were living
close to each other.
:34:01
All I have to do is concentrate,
and he's there.
:34:05
Sometimes, as I'm falling asleep
I can feel him breathing on my face
:34:11
and touching me with his hand.
:34:15
He's living another life,
but we can reach one another.
:34:18
There's no dividing line,
no insurmountable wall.
:34:23
I wonder what the reality looks
like where my little boy is living.
:34:28
I know it can't be described.
:34:31
It's a world
of liberated feelings.
:34:36
Do you know what I mean?
:34:38
To me, man is
a tremendous creation,
:34:41
an inconceivable thought.
:34:44
In man is everything,
from the highest to the lowest.
:34:49
Man is God's image,
and in God there is everything.
:34:54
So human beings are created,
but also the demons
:34:59
and the saints, the prophets
and artists and iconoclasts.