:51:00
He has a little scar,
but he'll be fine.
:51:02
I've been worrying
that it's my fault--
:51:05
Don't do that. You can't even
see it from a distance.
:51:11
I sit in the coffee shop across
from his school and watch him.
:51:15
He got so big.
:51:17
You've been watching him?
:51:19
I've been in New York for
about two months now.
:51:21
I didn't know that.
:51:23
Anyway....
:51:25
That's why I wanted
to talk to you today.
:51:28
Last time you saw me,
I was in pretty bad....
:51:33
-Shaky?
-Really bad shape.
:51:35
Yeah, I was.
:51:37
I was.
:51:39
Well, you look lovely now.
:51:44
-What?
-I have a whole speech.
:51:46
Go ahead.
:51:51
All my life I've felt like...
:51:54
...somebody's wife or mother
or daughter.
:51:57
Even when we were together
I never knew who I was.
:52:01
That's why I had to go away.
:52:03
In California, I think I found myself.
:52:06
I got myself a job.
:52:08
I got myself a therapist,
a really good one.
:52:12
And I feel better about myself
than I ever have in my whole life.
:52:17
I learned a lot about myself.
:52:20
Such as?
:52:23
No, really, I'd really like to
know what you learned.
:52:32
I've learned
that I love my little boy.
:52:37
And that I'm capable of taking
care of him.
:52:41
What do you mean?
:52:44
I want my son.
:52:46
You can't have him.
:52:48
Don't get defensive. Don't bully me.
:52:50
I'm not getting defensive.
:52:52
Who walked out 1 5 months ago?
:52:54
I don't care. I'm still his mother.
:52:56
From 3000 miles away.
:52:58
Because you sent post cards gives
you the right to come back?