:48:02
l look at my mouth and my hands...
:48:06
and l don't believe my eyes.
:48:09
l'm still a child. Or perhaps
l'm not a child anymore after all.
:48:14
l don't understand
all this business about time.
:48:18
Some experts say it doesn't exist.
And they're right.
:48:23
When l close my eyes,
l feel like a ten-year-old.
:48:27
Even physically.
Then l open my eyes again...
:48:33
and look in the mirror...
:48:36
and there l see this old fogey.
:48:40
A childlike old fogey.
lsn't that weird?
:48:44
A childlike old fogey. That's all.
:48:49
No, there's something else.
:48:57
What is it, Tim?
:49:04
You turn into this.
-l don't understand.
:49:08
You just turn into this.
:49:21
That whole business
about intimacy is just a dream.
:49:32
Brutality and obscenity.
:49:36
Sometimes l go to certain places
to pick up these awful men.
:49:41
You wouldn't believe your eyes.
:49:44
Pleasure and sexuality
and horror and obscenity.
:49:48
All rolled into one. That's the
kind of sex life your old fogey has.
:49:53
You can't exactly
call that tender intimacy.
:49:57
One day someone will kill me. But
that too is a titillating thought.