1:15:02
The slightest hitch could ruin my
carefully devised security system.
1:15:08
lf that were true,
you wouldn't drink so much.
1:15:11
l drink to have the courage
to switch off my system.
1:15:15
For what purpose?
1:15:18
To blow myself up.
1:15:23
And what remains?
1:15:25
Mincemeat of sorts.
Of blood and nerves.
1:15:30
And that's supposed to be better?
1:15:35
At least l'd be more like
the reality that encases me.
1:16:11
Three weeks after the catastrophe,
Katarina visits Peter's mother.
1:16:17
l'm all alone in this big house...
1:16:21
and don't feel like
seeing a single person.
1:16:24
l don't even want to go out.
-Why not leave for a few months?
1:16:29
Yes, my sister asked me
to visit her in Paris.
1:16:32
You really should take a trip.
1:16:36
What if Peter asks for me?
-Have you seen him?
1:16:41
No. l can't go there.
1:16:44
Not yet.
1:16:49
l went to see him yesterday.
-Yes?
1:16:53
He doesn't seem to be all there.
1:16:56
Do you think he's in distress?
-No, he's getting injections.