1:28:03
Sometimes they even pay the rent.
1:28:07
They keep out all the rats.
1:28:10
Not animal-type rats.
I'm talking about real rats...
1:28:13
...the junkies and the winos...
1:28:15
...and the shitheads
and the people who beat up...
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...little 5-year-old kids.
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I got three sisters, see?
1:28:31
One of them, Maria, she's
in kind of a special place.
1:28:37
We see her a couple times a year.
She's got a birth defect.
1:28:43
That's a goddamn lie.
1:28:48
That's a goddamn lie!
1:28:52
Want to know about my father?
My first fucking father?
1:28:55
He ain't no special shit.
1:28:58
He's in New York State Penitentiary.
He's doing time.
1:29:03
I remember this one night
he got bothered...
1:29:06
...because I was making her laugh.
I was telling her stories.
1:29:10
It was just kid stuff.
Flying carpets and dragons.
1:29:13
And he got mad
because she was laughing!
1:29:17
And he said I was telling her lies.
1:29:19
And this one night...
1:29:22
...he got bothered.
1:29:25
He's beating me
and coming down on me...
1:29:27
...I said, "I make her laugh."
1:29:29
That's not a lie, that's a gift,
goddamn it.
1:29:33
He can't do it.
1:29:37
He said if he can't do it,
he sure as shit's gonna stop it.
1:29:42
And he went for me, and...
1:29:45
...she got in the way
all of a sudden, and...
1:29:50
...he put her head inside a fucking wall.
1:29:53
If it was my fucking head,
it would've been all right...
1:29:56
...but it wasn't. It was hers!
1:29:59
If it was my fucking fat head,
it would've been all right.