:43:03
What are you thinking?
:43:07
That I jack off a lot.
:43:10
So what else is new?
:43:12
Does it help?
:43:14
For a minute.
:43:23
What now?
:43:28
John-Boy.
:43:30
Who?
:43:31
John-Boy on
The Waltons.
:43:33
Yeah.
What about him?
:43:38
After Buck died.
Dad came to my room.
:43:41
He didn't
know what to say.
:43:46
He put his
arm around me.
:43:48
We just sat there.
:43:51
I remember watching his shoe.
And thinking...
:43:56
His shoe was turned
over on its side.
:43:59
I was thinking. He's so uptight!
It's gonna crack off.
:44:06
I knew I should've
felt something.
:44:09
I didn't know what to feel.
:44:12
On TV. They say stuff
like. "Oh. No!"
:44:16
But I didn't say that...
:44:18
because I didn't feel sad...
:44:21
so much as...
:44:27
So much as what?
:44:29
I kept thinking John-Boy
would've said something...
:44:32
about how he felt.
:44:34
What would he say?
:44:39
I don't know.
:44:41
Come on.
:44:47
Come on.
:44:49
Come on what?
:44:51
Don't hold back.
:44:59
Well. At least
she's an improvement.