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Dear Agustin,
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Once, eight years ago
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I decided to never expect anything from you
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I was so lonely then
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much more than you could have guessed.
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And it wasn't easy.
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But I got over it, little by little
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In all this time, I haven't heard from you.
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It was to be expected
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Things between us had gotten pretty bad
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And you had other people around
that you cared for more than me.
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I understood.
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I tried to accept it and that helped me.
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But now, it's different -
I don't understand this letter of yours
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that I just received.
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Why, Agustin, after so much time? Why write me?
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To see if I'm still alive?
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Well yes, I am.
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But why else? I can't believe it's all
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because of that movie magic you speak about.
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Magic that, if you must know, I had to give up
more than a year ago.
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I walked around
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but I never found that place.
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You remember?
The place one never wants to leave?
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I ask myself, if that place ever really existed.
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So, here I am.
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Home again.
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The past doesn't move me like it did before
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and I really don't want
to keep thinking about it.
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I try to look ahead
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and I'm afraid that, at long last, I've grown up.