:13:01
That's not true.
You entertain people.
:13:04
God knows, we need that now.
:13:07
I try.
:13:08
I try once every show
to put something of value in there.
:13:11
- But I don't know.
- You do.
:13:13
I can see it.
:13:15
I feel my kids have
gotten something from J.T. Lancer.
:13:18
Really?
:13:21
Kids.
:13:24
There you go.
You've done something.
:13:26
You and Richard have
built something for yourselves.
:13:31
You know the secret of Richard?
:13:35
Remember my father?
:13:38
I didn't want that
to happen to me.
:13:41
Richard looked like all that
had been missing in my childhood.
:13:45
A man like that could
build a stable environment for children.
:13:48
And he did.
:13:50
It's just that now...
:13:57
What?
:13:59
Well, you know.
:14:03
Tell me.
:14:05
Well, it's not like
talking to you.
:14:10
All my life, deep inside...
:14:13
...I felt there was something I wanted
to express...
:14:16
...but always felt, I don't know,
stymied.
:14:20
I'm proud of what I did.
I'm doing a good job of raising my sons.
:14:24
If it meant giving up
my writing, that's the way it goes.
:14:30
- You don't remember my writing.
- Sure I do.
:14:33
It's just poems and short stories.
:14:37
I didn't show it to many people.
:14:41
Why talk about it?
I made my decision.
:14:44
My children come first.
:14:46
It's just that now it leaves
kind of a...
:14:51
...I don't know, a space.
:14:54
And all of Richard's...
:14:56
...country clubs and home improvements
and business deals...