:39:03
It's like hiding from my mother
as a girl.
:39:06
-Where did you go?
-No place as wonderful as this.
:39:13
Have you ever thought of leaving
the convent for something else?
:39:19
No.
:39:20
There is nothing else.
Being here at night helps me sleep.
:39:25
-You have trouble sleeping?
-I get headaches.
:39:28
Mommy did too.
:39:33
Oh, but she wasn't stupid.
She knew things nobody else knew.
:39:38
What things?
:39:41
She knew what was going to happen
to me. So she hid me.
:39:45
-How did she know?
-Somebody told her.
:39:48
-Who?
-I don't know.
:39:50
Agnes.
:39:52
You'll laugh.
:39:54
I promise I won't laugh.
Who told her?
:39:58
An angel during one of her headaches.
:40:02
-Did she see angels often?
-No.
:40:04
-Do you?
-No.
:40:06
Do you believe she really saw them?
:40:09
-No. But I could never tell her that.
-Why not?
:40:16
She'd get angry.
:40:19
Agnes, did you love your mother?
:40:22
-Yes.
-Did you ever want to be a mother?
:40:25
-I could never be a mother.
-Why not?
:40:29
I'm not old enough,
and I don't want to have a baby.
:40:33
Why not?
:40:34
Because I don't want one.
:40:37
-If you did, how would you get one?
-From someone who didn't want a baby.
:40:43
-Like you?
-No, not like me.
:40:45
How would they get one?
:40:47
-A mistake.
-Agnes.
:40:49
-Your mother--
-It was a mistake.
:40:51
-That's what she said?
-You want me to say she was bad...
:40:55
...but she was a saint
:40:58
-You know nothing about sex?
-I'm stupid.