:35:41
Papet, I can't go on living.
:35:44
I don't care about the carnations;
it's because of my love.
:35:49
She'll never love me.
:35:51
I suspected so because I've got
an infection from her ribbon.
:35:56
And when I told her I wanted to
marry her, she spat at me in a fury.
:36:02
Besides, she prefers the teacher.
:36:06
When he talks to her,
she lowers her eyes.
:36:10
When he stops,
she's eager for him to start again.
:36:13
He doesn't even think about it,
but takes it for granted.
:36:18
He's a happy man, and I'm miserable.
I can't bear it any longer.
:36:23
I'd like to kill him, but that would grieve
her, so I won't deprive her of him.
:36:30
I'm giving her my farm and what's hidden
next to the fireplace. You know where.
:36:38
Don't make any trouble.
It's not her fault or yours: it's just fate.
:36:44
Arrange a Mass for me. I'll have
to account for the spring up there.
:36:50
Adieu, Papet.
:36:52
I'm sorry to leave you,
but I can't go on living.