:11:18
l"ll never make it tonight.
No trapeze on full-moon nights.
:11:24
Not the last time, the very last time.
:11:28
l should wake up from this dream.
:11:31
The end of the circus. Fini.
:11:35
And once again l feel
as if night were falling inside of me.
:11:41
Fear... Fear of death.
:11:45
Why not death?
:11:49
The essential at times...
:11:51
just being beautiful, and nothing more.
:11:57
To look at oneself in the mirror
is to see oneself think.
:12:03
So what do you think?
:12:06
l think l still have the right to be afraid,
but not to talk about it.
:12:11
You"re not yet blind,
the heart is still beating.
:12:16
And now you"re crying after all.
:12:19
You"d like to cry
like a very sad little girl.
:12:24
Do you know why you"re crying?
For whom?
:12:28
Not for me.
l don"t know for whom.
:12:32
l"d like to know. l know nothing.
:12:37
l"m a little bit afraid.
lt"s gone, gone away. lt"ll come back.
:12:44
lt doesn"t matter.