:05:00
Buy one for yourself.
:05:03
Your friend asks you to lunch.
:05:05
Go and eat lunch with her.
:05:08
- Do you forgive me?
- No.
:05:10
(tuts)
:05:12
Bye.
:05:14
Go work.
:05:21
- (man) A sort of a...
- (Margaret) A what?
:05:24
(man) I don't know.
A feeling of nothingness.
:05:26
- What does that make you think of?
- Leave me alone, for Christ's sake.
:05:30
What does it matter? It's in my head
or not, it doesn't make a difference.
:05:35
- Billy...
- What? I'm entitled to my feelings?
:05:39
What the hell does it matter?
:05:41
It matters if you're going to cure yourself.
:05:43
If I'm going to cure myself?
:05:45
- And what do I do now?
- What do you do now?
:05:47
No, what do I do today?
What do I do tomorrow?
:05:51
Today and tomorrow, you say this:
:05:54
"I am a compulsive gambler.
The reasons for this are in the past."
:05:58
Oh, man. I don't know.
What am I doing here?
:06:02
You're here to take control of your life.
:06:05
You wanna know something?
:06:07
What the hell do you care?
:06:09
You're rich. You're comfortable.
You got your goddamn book you wrote.
:06:14
All the time you wanna help me,
you don't do dick, man.
:06:17
You and your goddamn book, it's talk.
It's just talk.
:06:21
The whole thing is a con game.
:06:23
You do nothing.
This doesn't help me.
:06:26
(continues writing)
:06:27
You want to help me?
You want to help me?
:06:31
Help me with this.
:06:34
Help me with this if you can.
Because if not, I gotta use it.
:06:38
- To use it for what?
- Aren't you gonna ask me, is it loaded?
:06:41
- To use it for what?
- To use it to kill myself, or...
:06:45
- Why would you wanna kill yourself?
- What do you think this is? Some dream?
:06:49
Man, you're living in the dream.
Your questions!
:06:52
- Cos there is a real world.
- What happened to you in that world?