1:29:02
wondering
if he ever thought of us...
1:29:06
and hoping maybe we'd broadened
his horizons a little...
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even if he couldn't remember
just how they got broadened.
1:29:17
But still I hadn't dreamt
nothing about me and Ed...
1:29:21
until the end.
1:29:24
And this was cloudier...
1:29:27
'cause it was years...
years away...
1:29:33
but I saw an old couple being
visited by their children...
1:29:38
and all
their grandchildren, too.
1:29:41
The old couple
wasn't screwed up...
1:29:45
and neither were their kids
or their grandkids.
1:29:48
Dad.
1:29:50
HI:
And I don't know. You tell me.
1:29:55
This whole dream...
1:29:58
was it wishful thinking?
1:30:01
Was I just fleeing reality
like I know I'm liable to do?
1:30:08
But me and Ed...
1:30:11
we can be good, too.
1:30:14
And it seemed real.
1:30:17
It seemed like us...
1:30:20
and it seemed like...
1:30:23
well...
1:30:24
our home.
1:30:27
If not Arizona,
then a land not too far away...
1:30:34
where all parents are
strong and wise and capable...
1:30:39
and all children
are happy and beloved.
1:30:44
I don't know.
1:30:48
Maybe it was Utah.
1:30:51
[ Man yodeling with banjo ]