:05:05
God, that had to be six, eight months ago.
:05:11
Boy, what some people will do for love.
:05:14
Or the lack of it.
:05:16
Of course, I understand.
I mean, if you've never had something...
:05:20
..and then you experience it
and then it's taken away...
:05:24
Wow. Poor kid.
:05:30
Try and stroke the ball to the rhythm of
the music. It'll give you a smooth motion.
:05:34
- Yeah, but the music's so fast.
- Keep it rhythmic, and keep your eye...
:05:38
Steffie, Mrs Mason thinks
she's got me an offer on the house.
:05:41
That's great. Congratulations.
:05:44
Two. Not great. But,
after everything's paid off,...
:05:47
..there'd be something to put a down
payment on an apartment in New York.
:05:51
I can get two for mine,
and it's half your acreage.
:05:54
Well, I can't really afford to be choosy.
:05:57
At least I have a customer.
I think. I hope, at least.
:06:01
Don't give it away.
I can lend you what you need.
:06:04
No, Howard. Oh, God, no.
Thank you, though.
:06:07
No. You've been... You've been
incredible to me through all this,...
:06:10
- ..but I've gotta try and get my own life...
- What can you do in New York?
:06:15
I don't know. I...
:06:17
Maybe my photography again. I was...
:06:20
Or sometimes I think
about writing, but I don't know.
:06:25
It's awful, isn't it, at my age
to be floundering around so?
:06:28
I just... I don't know what I want.
:06:32
A child. I'd love to have a child.
:06:35
Lane, did you, by any chance,
finish those chapters I gave you?
:06:39
- Yeah, almost. They're wonderful.
- I thought about them. I'm discouraged.
:06:44
- You shouldn't be. You're wrong.
- I just wanna start over, again.
:06:48
You can't tear up
everything you write, you know.
:06:51
Otherwise of course you have
to take tranquillisers to calm down.
:06:55
It seems so futile.
I was supposed to be finished by now.
:06:58
Next week is Labor Day.
I have to be back at my job the day after.