1:00:00
Dont they know
how much we loved her?!
1:00:06
I dont know what God wants any more.
1:00:10
You know?
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How could he take her?
I thought I knew the answer but I dont.
1:00:16
I dont!
1:00:25
Were frightened, Lord, and were tired.
1:00:30
We know were on show
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and we ask you for help...
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to let us find the strength
to swallow the anger and the hurt...
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and to find the courage...
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to face the future.
1:00:47
Amen.
1:00:57
Michael, are we gonna do
like we planned?
1:01:02
Try and have another baby?
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I worked it out...
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and its now or never.
1:01:10
Because if I go to jail,
Ill never have another chance.
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And if I dont,
why should they run our lives?
1:01:21
Its time, darling.
1:01:25
If we start now,
I wont be showing at the trial.
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And when its all over,
no one need ever have known.
1:01:36
The boys are praying for
a little baby sister.
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- So am I.
- Prayer.
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What good is prayer?
The only thing Gods good for right now
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is stopping me from cutting my throat,
because thats what I feel like doing.
1:01:54
Hell cant be worse than this.
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My life is finished!