1:41:12
God should tear out
my tongue
1:41:14
I should talk
to my child like that.
1:41:17
You're a good person
1:41:19
and sensitive
like your father.
1:41:21
And I try to love
you for that
1:41:24
and forget this,
1:41:25
but you won't
let me.
1:41:27
You haven't spoken
once
1:41:30
without saying "gay."
1:41:31
Because it's
what I am.
1:41:33
You could leave it
where it belongs,
1:41:36
but you're
obsessed with it.
1:41:38
Try and imagine
the world
1:41:40
the other way around.
1:41:42
Imagine every book,
every magazine,
1:41:44
every tv show, every movie
1:41:46
was telling you
you should be homosexual.
1:41:50
You know you're not.
1:41:52
Stop! You're
talking crazy.
1:41:54
After all these years,
1:41:56
I'm trying to
justify my life.
1:41:59
This is crazy.
1:42:00
Life?
1:42:01
This is a sickness,
1:42:03
but it's what
you've chosen.
1:42:06
Look, I'm gay.
I don't know why.
1:42:09
Since I can remember,
1:42:11
before I knew it
was different or wrong...
1:42:13
You haven't heard
a word I've said.
1:42:15
You'd rather
I was straight.
1:42:18
Should I lie?
1:42:20
Ed would never
tell his parents.
1:42:23
Instead, he cut them
out of his life!
1:42:26
Is that what
you want?
1:42:29
No, but it doesn't have
to be every conversation.
1:42:33
I'm not editing out
things you don't like.
1:42:36
Can we end
this conversation?
1:42:38
NO!
1:42:38
GOD...
1:42:41
I have taught myself
to sew, cook, fix plumbing.
1:42:44
I can even pat myself
on the back when necessary
1:42:48
So I don't have to ask
anyone for anything.
1:42:52
There's nothing I need
from anyone
1:42:54
Except for love and respect.
1:42:56
Anyone who can't give me
those two things