:44:01
I have faith in that.
:44:03
You believe in it.
:44:05
Give me a kiss.
:44:11
What do you want
to watch?
:44:29
I heard you
and Ellie tonight.
:44:32
I thought
you might have.
:44:34
I know you don't
approve of the subject.
:44:37
I just get scared.
:44:41
And you know me.
:44:44
When I get scared,
:44:45
I get defensive.
:44:47
Scared of what?
:44:49
Dying?
:44:56
My sister Zelda--
:44:58
I know. She died.
spinal meningitis.
:45:02
She was in the back bedroom
like a dirty secret.
:45:08
My sister died
in the back bedroom,
:45:12
and that's
what she was...
:45:14
a dirty secret.
:45:17
I had to...
:45:18
I had to feed her
sometimes.
:45:20
I hated it,
but I did it.
:45:24
We wanted her to die.
:45:26
We wished...
for her to be dead.
:45:31
It wasn't just so
she wouldn't feel pain.
:45:34
It was so we wouldn't
feel any more pain.
:45:38
She started to look
like this monster.
:45:41
Even now, I wake up
and I think,
:45:44
is Zelda dead yet?
:45:49
Is she?
:45:52
My parents were gone
when she died.
:45:55
Rachel...
:45:57
Ha ha ha.