1:43:00
There was no noise.
1:43:03
No tremble.
1:43:06
Just peace.
1:43:11
Oh, God.
1:43:13
l realize...
1:43:15
...as a woman, how lucky l am.
1:43:19
l was there when that wonderful
creature drifted into my life.
1:43:25
And l was there when she drifted out.
1:43:27
lt was the most precious moment
of my life.
1:43:38
l gotta get back.
1:43:40
Has anybody got a mirror?
1:43:42
Does anybody have a mirror?
1:43:45
l don't know how you're doing
on the inside...
1:43:48
...but your hair's just
holding up beautiful.
1:43:55
Shelby was right.
1:44:00
This is a brown football helmet.
1:44:03
Honey, are you okay?
1:44:04
l'm fine.
1:44:05
l'm fine. l'm fine.
1:44:08
l'm fine!
1:44:12
l could jog all the way
to Texas and back...
1:44:15
...but my daughter can't.
1:44:18
She never could.
1:44:20
God! l'm so mad,
l don't know what to do!
1:44:23
l wanna know why.
1:44:24
l wanna know why
Shelby's life is over.
1:44:27
l wanna know how that baby will ever
know how wonderful his mother was.
1:44:32
Will he ever know what she
went through for him?
1:44:36
Oh, God, l wanna know why!
1:44:39
Why?!
1:44:41
Lord, l wish l could understand.
1:44:47
lt's not supposed to happen this way.
1:44:49
l'm supposed to go first.
l've always been ready to go.
1:44:53
l don't think l can take this.
1:44:55
l don't think l can take this.
1:44:57
l just wanna hit somebody
till they feel as bad as l do.