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The incident.
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It's like it happened yesterday.
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Nobody remembers anything
from when they were two.
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It's my first memory.
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I can envision the crib,
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all around me, clear as day.
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I can still feel the feeling of waking up.
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Just drowsy, peaceful, secure,
then there it was.
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- Probably just a daddy longlegs.
- It seemed huge.
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It just came relentlessly,
crawling through the bars of the crib.
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- As it touched my bare leg...
- I know, you were just wearing a diaper.
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All my limbs involuntarily froze.
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You were probably still half-asleep.
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I was paralysed, Molly.
I still get paralysed.
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Try to understand how this makes me feel.
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I was physically unable to stop it
from crawling along my naked skin.
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I can still
feel its hairy little legs just...
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Then up to my face.
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It's the feeling
of utter helplessness.
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Being explored by an alien thing,
that's all.
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Can you blame me
for being a spider- phobe?
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Arachnophobe.
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Whatever.
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You see it up there,
right beyond the ladder.
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Impressive, huh?
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Therapy, right?
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Right.