:33:03
- But you're sick. We have to go back.
- No, listen.
:33:06
Can't we just pretend that, um...
:33:08
- Pretend?
- Yes.
:33:11
Yeah, that it, um, um...
that I'm all right.
:33:14
But you're not all right.
You're sick.
:33:16
- No, no. No.
- And you're going back to the hospital.
:33:19
- Listen to me. Do you love me?
- What?
:33:21
Just tell me. I know it's difficult.
I'm sorry. Just tell me.
:33:26
- Tell me.
- I don't like this.
:33:28
All right, all right, all right.
:33:30
I'm not going back.
I am never going back.
:33:33
I did lie to you. I wasn't through
with the chemotherapy.
:33:36
- What!
- Shh. Shh. My beautiful, sweet girl.
:33:39
I'm sorry. I had to.
It was killing me.
:33:42
You saw it.
That's why I chose you.
:33:47
Not just to come up here
with me...
:33:50
but to stay with me
no matter what happens.
:33:53
- No matter what happens.
- No!
:33:55
Shh, shh, shh!
:33:57
Just to stay for good... or whatever.
:34:02
Just no more hospitals.
No more treatments.
:34:06
No more.
:34:09
It is enough, Hilary.
:34:12
Ten years is enough.
:34:15
That's no life. I need a life.
:34:18
I have a life with you.
:34:22
- If you love me, you'll help me.
- Do what?
:34:26
Let it happen.
Just let it happen.
:34:29
- Let you die?
- No.
:34:35
When you decide?
:34:38
You don't ask me or anything.
You just decided?
:34:41
And then you want me to say...
You want me...
:34:45
You want me to tell you I love you?
:34:47
Then you can say, "Well, great. Now
I'm gonna die and I'm gonna leave you. "
:34:51
Hilary.
:34:54
And you let me believe
that we had...
:34:58
that I was part of something real
for the first time in my life.