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Except when l was expecting.
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Do you believe in motherly love?
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Ah, l forgot. You don't have kids.
You couldn't know.
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Maternal love, like in books or
songs, like we're taught at school.
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l believed in it when l got married.
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One day l'd have children.
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A nice idea, part of a whole:
a home, a family.
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When l learned l was pregnant
l was confused.
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l didn't expect it so soon.
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Married just 2 years, and now
everyone only spoke of the chiId.
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Even before its birth
l was the mother.
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Maybe l was jealous.
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But l don't really think so.
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For me, marriage was 2
and we were already 3!
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Yeah! They took care of me.
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My health failed.
And that's when they took over.
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They would have kept me in bed.
My mother-in-law
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came up from Lyon.
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Very well, my child. Above all,
no stress. Think of the baby,
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and follow Doctor's orders.
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At night Guy brought flowers
and stayed 30, 45 minutes.
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But he had nothing to say.
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They were so impatient
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they brought me to the clinic
48 hours early.
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l was afraid that l'd pay
for all the harm l'd done.
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And yet, l rebelled.
Very confusing.
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Yes, l understand.
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You do? No, l don't
think that's possible.
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Why, yes. l understand.
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Anyway. The child was born.
lt was a girl.
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Everyone pretended to be happy.
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My husband seemed so loving.
l was thrilled.