1:39:01
... from my past.
It was very vivid to me.
1:39:10
That was a-- That was a...
1:39:13
...a great moment.
l don't really think we should...
1:39:16
...follow up on it.
1:39:19
What do you--?
What do you mean?
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Well, you know, l just....
lf things were different--
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lf l was younger,
or if you were older...
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...or anything different,
but somehow...
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...l just feel l know how
this is gonna come out.
1:39:40
You sure?
1:39:43
l am. You know, l really am.
1:40:02
l knew how it would end.
1:40:08
And l left and l walked out
into the pouring rain.
1:40:13
l just headed instinctively
back to my apartment...
1:40:17
...because l wanted to hold Judy
and kiss her...
1:40:21
...and say things to her, and then...
1:40:24
...then l realized that, you know,
l really blew it.
1:40:28
So, what's your life like now?
1:40:32
l'm out of the race for now.
l don't want to get involved.
1:40:37
l don't want to hurt anyone.
l don't want to get hurt.
1:40:42
l don't mind living by
myself and working.
1:40:46
lt's temporary.
1:40:48
l'll have the urge to get back
into the swing of things.
1:40:52
That seems to be how it goes.
1:40:55
l'm writing, l'm working on a...
1:40:59
...a new novel. Not the old
one anymore, and, um...