:44:05
It's my punishment for being alive,
for surviving my own children.
:44:10
For not dying before them, that's my sin.
:44:14
Go on, take Louie's money.
You think I don't know what he is?
:44:18
He's stolen since he was 5 years old...
:44:22
...the year Aaron died.
:44:25
And I closed off from him
and from everybody.
:44:33
I lost Rose.
:44:38
And then I lost Aaron.
:44:43
I couldn't stand losing no more.
:44:49
Go on, open your restaurant,
live your life, have your babies.
:44:53
If it's a mistake, let it be your mistake.
:44:58
If I done wrong by you...
:45:01
...that's for me to take care of.
:45:06
There is no restaurant.
:45:19
He's afraid to be a businessman.
:45:26
He likes being an usher.
:45:31
He doesn't want babies.
:45:35
He doesn't wanna get married.
:45:38
He wants to live with his parents
'cause he knows that they love him...
:45:42
...and that's enough for him.
:45:44
Then maybe he's more lucky than you.
:45:47
Yeah, maybe.
:45:53
But I can't stop wanting those things.