:51:02
Hey. This is a no-smoking compartment.
:51:05
OK, I stop. Voilà! For you.
See, I'm changing. I'm growing.
:51:09
- We help each other.
- I don't need your help.
:51:12
Do you have a plan
for when you see Charlie?
:51:15
Still no? You are going into a battle
with no strategy, no armour, no bullshit?
:51:20
- I don't need bullshit to get Charlie back.
- Just a little. It might be handy.
:51:25
For me, bullshit is like breathing.
I stay. I help you. I promise, OK?
:51:30
Do what you want.
It's a free country. Isn't it?
:51:42
Is that Charlie?
:51:45
Can I...
:51:52
- How did you meet?
- At a party.
:51:55
I'd come to Toronto
on a teaching exchange.
:51:57
We started talking and I had
this feeling about him. The same for him.
:52:00
It wasn't exactly a thunderclap
or a lightning bolt. It was more like a...
:52:05
Light drizzle?
:52:07
You honestly never had that feeling
about anybody in your entire life?
:52:11
If I did, I would not admit it.
His chin looks a little weak, if you ask me.
:52:16
It doesn't and I didn't.
Why wouldn't you admit it?
:52:19
Why should l? Look where it has got you.
:52:21
Maybe if you did, you wouldn't have
that little problem we mustn't talk about.
:52:25
It's not a problem. It's just a temporary...
There is something in his eyes.
:52:31
- Vain. It is a word, no?
- It is a word. He has beautiful eyes.
:52:34
And he knows it.
You can see it in his smile.
:52:37
Not even a smile. A smirk. It is a word?
:52:40
Shut up. Is it a word?
:52:43
Two words, no? Why are you chasing
after him after what he's done to you?
:52:47
Because I love him. And I'm afraid
that if he doesn't come back, that I'll...
:52:53
it'll hurt so much that I'll shrivel up
and never be able to love anyone again.
:52:58
You say that now but...
after a time, you would forget.