1:00:00
I love you fat, bald, money,
no money, driving a bus.
1:00:03
I don't care.
1:00:06
But you have got to be present
like a normal guy.
1:00:09
That's sharing.
This is not sharing, this is leftovers.
1:00:12
What I should do is come home and say:
1:00:15
''Hi, honey, guess what?
I walked into this house today...
1:00:18
''...where this junkie asshole
just fried his baby in a microwave...
1:00:22
''...because he was crying too loud,
so let me share that with you.
1:00:26
''Come on, let's share that
and in sharing it...
1:00:28
''...we'll somehow cathartically dispel
all that heinous shit.''
1:00:34
Right?
1:00:37
Wrong.
1:00:38
You know why?
1:00:39
'Cause you prefer the normal routine.
1:00:42
We fuck and you don't speak.
1:00:44
'Cause I got to hold on to my angst.
1:00:46
I preserve it...
1:00:48
...because I need it.
It keeps me sharp, on the edge.
1:00:52
Where I gotta be.
1:01:00
You don't live with me.
1:01:04
You live among the remains
of dead people.
1:01:10
You sift through the detritus.
1:01:14
You read the terrain.
1:01:17
You search for signs of passing...
1:01:20
...for the scent of your prey...
1:01:22
...and then you hunt them down.
1:01:25
That's the only thing you're committed to.
1:01:31
The rest is the mess you leave
as you pass through.
1:01:39
What I don't understand is
why I can't cut loose of you.