:45:03
December 29, 1995.
:45:06
Blacked out again. Woke in the woods.
:45:09
Blood on me.
:45:10
Not mine.
:45:24
May 18, 1996.
:45:28
I have tried all medical solutions
to no effect.
:45:32
There is no known cure in medicine...
:45:35
... but maybe...
:45:37
... just maybe, there's hope for me.
:45:40
Janet and Brett came up to the lake today.
:45:42
To see her again did my heart good.
:45:50
She has invited me to stay with her.
:45:53
Perhaps if I spend time with her,
with my family...
:45:57
... this disease will go into remission.
:45:59
Medicine will not stave off this disease.
:46:02
Perhaps love...
:46:04
... its restorative power...
:46:05
... family love...
:46:07
... will save me.
:46:09
It's my last chance.
:46:54
Nobody...
:46:55
...makes a fucking fool out of me.