:50:00
I'm just saying, he shows up
out of nowhere looking for a record?
:50:03
I should've seen it coming. I just...
I let things get out of control.
:50:07
- The same thing happened with Jed.
- Jed?
:50:09
One minute we're having
this casual conversation...
"Maybe we should live together."
:50:12
The next thing I know,
I'm getting married.
:50:14
- This is the guy you were gonna marry.
- Yeah.
:50:17
I mean, I cared about him, you know,
and he really wanted to get married.
:50:20
But I guess I wasn't sure,
and I should've told him
that at the very beginning.
:50:24
I mean, before that whole
marriage thing got started.
:50:31
Have you ever not told someone something
that you should've told them,
:50:34
but you were afraid to,
so you didn't,
:50:36
and then it turned into
a whole complicated thing...
:50:39
that you never should've
gotten into in the first place?
:50:44
You kids want some Bosco?
:50:47
Mom! No!
:50:48
Oh. I love Bosco.
:50:54
This is why you
never got first chair.
:50:56
- What?
- In band.
:50:58
Mr. Busto wanted you to challenge
Cliff Young for first chair,
:51:02
but you wouldn't do it.
:51:04
Oh, my God.
:51:06
- I forgot about Cliff Young.
- You didn't want to hurt his feelings.
:51:09
- Well, he loved his solos.
- Yeah, but you were better than he was.
:51:13
- No.
- You were.
:51:15
I'll, I'll give
Cliff Young his trills,
:51:17
but you had it all over him
in the upper register.
:51:20
How do you remember
all this?
:51:22
I have a really good memory.
:51:25
Well,
:51:27
I guess I was always screwed up.
:51:32
No, you were just worried
about other people's feelings.
:51:35
Yeah, but the thing is,
you spend your life worrying
about how other people feel,
:51:39
you sort of lose track,
you know, of how you feel.
:51:44
Does this have anything
to do with you going away?
:51:48
Sort of.
:51:51
My plan...
:51:53
is to save up, buy a car,
:51:57
pack all the things
I really care about...