:43:00
It was fucking obvious that
that cunt was going to fuck some cunt.
:43:02
Well, I hope you learned
your lesson, son.
:43:05
Oh, my son. I thought I was
gonna lose you there.
:43:09
You're nothin' but trouble to me,
but I still love you.
:43:14
You'd better clean up your fucking act,
sunshine. Cut that shite out forever.
:43:17
You listen to Francis, Mark.
He's talking sense, kid.
:43:20
You're fucking right I am. See, inside,
you wouldn't last two fucking days.
:43:24
There's better things
than the needle, Rents. Choose life.
:43:27
I remember
when you were a wee baby.
:43:29
Oh, mama's little baby
loves shortening, shortening
:43:33
Mama's little baby
loves shortening bread
:43:49
I'm sorry,
Mrs. Murphy.
:43:52
It wasn't fair,
Spud going down and not me.
:43:57
Well, it's not our fault!
:44:00
Your boy went down because
he was a fucking smack-head!
:44:03
If that's not your fault,
then I don't know what is!
:44:08
I was the fucking cunt
that tried to get him off it.
:44:15
- I'll get the fucking drinks then, eh?
- Aye.
:44:19
I wished I'd gone down instead of Spud.
:44:22
Here I was surrounded
by my family and my so-called mates...
:44:25
and I've never felt so alone.
:44:28
Never in all my puff.
:44:33
Since I was on remand,
they've had me on this program.
:44:35
The state-sponsored addiction.
:44:38
Three sickly sweet doses of methadone
a day instead of smack.
:44:42
But it's never enough.
:44:44
And, at the moment,
it's nowhere near enough.
:44:48
I took all three this morning...
:44:50
and now I've got 18 hours to go
'til my next shot...
:44:52
and the sweat on my back
like a layer of frost.
:44:56
I need to visit the Mother Superior,
for one hit.
:44:59
One fucking hit...