1:28:13
Now I've justified
this to myself in all sorts of ways.
1:28:18
It wasn't a big deal,
just a minor betrayal.
1:28:21
Or we'd outgrown each other.
You know, that sort of thing.
1:28:25
But let's face it.
I ripped them off.
1:28:27
My so-called mates.
1:28:29
But Begbie -
I couldn't give a shit about him.
1:28:32
And Sick Boy. He'd have done the same
to me, if he'd only thought of it first.
1:28:37
And Spud - Well, okay, I felt sorry
for Spud. He never hurt anybody.
1:28:48
Bastard!
1:28:55
Bastard!
1:29:07
- Open up. Open up now!
1:29:11
Bastard!
Bastard!
1:29:16
So why did I do it?
1:29:18
I could offer
a million answers, all false.
1:29:21
The truth is
that I'm a bad person.
1:29:24
But that's gonna change.
I'm going to change.
1:29:27
This is the last
of that sort of thing.
1:29:29
Now I'm cleaning up,
and I'm moving on.
1:29:31
Going straight
and choosing life.
1:29:33
I'm looking forward
to it already.
1:29:36
I'm gonna be just like you.
1:29:38
The job, the family,
the fucking big television...
1:29:41
the washing machine,
the car, the compact disc
and electrical tin opener...
1:29:44
good health, low cholesterol,
dental insurance...
1:29:47
mortgage, starter home,
leisure wear, luggage...
1:29:50
three-piece suite, D.I.Y.,
game shows, junk food, children...
1:29:53
walks in the park,
nine-to-five, good at golf...
1:29:56
washing the car, choice of sweaters,
family Christmas...
1:29:59
indexed pension, tax exemption,
clearing gutters...