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Now I've justified this
to myself
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in all sorts of ways.
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It wasn't a big deal -
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just a minor betrayal.
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Or we'd outgrown each other,
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that sort of thing.
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But let's face it,
I ripped them off -
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my so-called mates.
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But Begbie, I couldn't
give a shit about him.
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And Sick Boy,
he'd have done the same to me,
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if he'd only
thought of it first.
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And Spud... Well, OK,
I felt sorry for Spud.
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He never hurt anybody.
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Bastard!
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Move away, everybody.
What's going on in there?
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Open up. Open up now!
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So why did I do it?
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I could offer a million
answers, all false.
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The truth is
that I'm a bad person.
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But that's gonna change.
1:25:46
I'm going to change.
This is the last of that.
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Now I'm cleaning up, going
straight and choosing life.
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I'm looking forward to it.
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I'm gonna be just like you -
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the job, the family,
the fucking big television,