:17:04
is that I can't help...
:17:07
remembering him as he was
when he was young.
:17:15
you can't imagine
what a charming boy he was.
:17:26
But I didn't
understand him then.
:17:42
ln infinite time...
:17:45
in infinite matter...
:17:48
in infinite space...
:17:51
an organic cell
stands out,
:17:54
will hold together
awhile...
:17:58
and then bursts.
:18:01
And that cell is me.
:18:05
I cannot live without
knowing.
:18:07
what I am and why I am here,
and that I cannot know.
:18:12
So, therefore, I
have no reason to live.
:18:17
What?
:18:19
I'm pregnant.
:18:29
Well, don't spare
me now.
:18:33
It's going
to be perfection.
:18:36
-I'm not going to finish it.
-Why? Why ever not?
:18:39
Because its defects will become
more and more obvious.
:18:44
I can't fool myself
that I am an artist.
:18:47
I am going
to give it up.