1:13:01
You look a little pale,
but you're all right.
1:13:03
I'm out of focus. I'm soft!
1:13:05
Calm down. They'll be here
any minute.
1:13:08
It's humiliating. They're gonna
honor me and I'm a blob.
1:13:12
You look fine.
1:13:14
I'll be sitting
on the dais there, eating.
1:13:16
They'll get seasick
and throw up.
1:13:18
Hold my hand.
Now, relax.
1:13:20
You wanted your son
to see you get honored...
1:13:23
and now you're acting
like ajackass.
1:13:25
But don't you see?
I'm a huge blur.
1:13:28
You're gonna be all right.
I'll talk you down.
1:13:30
I've seen all kinds of guys O.D.
Heroin, acid, crack.
1:13:33
I didn't take any of that.
I have nothing.
1:13:36
But you're a pill popper.
1:13:38
That's not what it is.
1:13:39
It's me. I'm OD'ing on myself.
1:13:41
-I'm a shit.
-Have some coffee.
1:13:43
I don't want any coffee.
I'm a shit.
1:13:46
Talk to me about something.
1:13:47
You like sports?
1:13:48
Sports? Yeah.
I was a pitcher.
1:13:51
When the guy crowded the plate,
I'd throw at his head.
1:13:54
I'm the worst person
in the world.
1:13:55
-Honey, I've seen worse.
-Who's worse than me?
1:13:59
Hitler!
1:14:00
Maybe Hitler, Göring
and Göbbels, but I'm fourth.
1:14:04
Come on. Hold my hand.
1:14:06
-Can you feel my hand?
-Yes, it's warm.
1:14:09
See? It's just panic.
You're not a blob.
1:14:11
I'm going to get overthis.
1:14:14
I'm having a panic attack.
1:14:16
What sports do you like?
1:14:18
I like them all. I like baseball,
I like basketball.
1:14:22
I was married to awoman
who looked like Max Schmeling.
1:14:26
No, I'm not joking.
1:14:28
All right. It's time.
1:14:30
I can't get through this
without you. I mean it.
1:14:33
Don't worry about it.
1:14:35
-If you didn't come with me...
-Don't worry. Come on.
1:14:37
Straighten up.
1:14:39
I gotta get a tie.
I gotta get my tie.
1:14:42
All right. Let's go.
1:14:47
Are you ready to be
immortalized by Adair?
1:14:50
We all know your work and characters.
Even the obscure ones.
1:14:54
Good reading is
a creative act.