1:13:03
Sometimes I think about...
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...the things I never had.
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I never had a normal childhood.
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I finished high school by mail.
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Spent more time in Big Bertha
than I have anywhere else.
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But when I was on that stage...
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...it was nothing I ever felt before.
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It's hard to describe.
I just had this feeling like...
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...my dreams...
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...were the same as the dreams
of all those people in the audience.
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Like all their hopes
were centered on me.
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And I just felt lucky.
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I felt really lucky.
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I know why they love you.
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Oh, yeah? Why?
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Because I love you, too.
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I mean it.
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You're my best friend. I can talk
about anything and you understand.
1:14:14
I thought a lot about
what you said to me...
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...that night in L.A. by the dumpsters.
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I don't want to be that dumb.
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I don't want to lose you.
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I don't want to lose you either.
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When I was five years old
and my parents split up...
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...every day I've remembered
the feeling I had when I knew...
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...my father wasn't coming back.
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Until I met you.
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I don't feel like that anymore.
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I love you.
1:14:51
I love you, too.