:36:08
A slim thing,
:36:09
gold-haired like an angel,
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stands always at my side.
:36:13
He moves in the gloom
:36:15
like a white flower.
:36:17
I thought but to defend him
from his father.
:36:20
I thought of nothing else.
:36:38
Now my life seems to have
gone from me.
:36:41
I am caught
in a terrible net.
:36:43
But so long as I think
he is thinking of me -
:36:46
my sweet rose,
:36:47
my delicate flower,
:36:48
my lily of lilies -
:36:50
it is in prison
:36:51
that I shall test
the power of love.
:36:54
I shall see if I can't
make the bitter waters sweet
:36:57
by the intensity
of the love I bear you.
:37:12
He asked me not to change.
:37:14
Those were his last words
to me.
:37:16
"Don't change,"
:37:17
Well, things are going to
have to change
:37:20
when he comes out.
:37:22
He'll have no money at all.
:37:24
You're blaming me too,
are you?
:37:26
I'm not blaming anyone.
:37:28
You're not the only person
on this earth
:37:31
Oscar cares about!
:37:32
You've always hated me,
Robbie.
:37:34
Because Oscar loved
and still loves me
:37:37
when you were never more
than one of his boys.
:37:48
I'm suffering just
as much as he is, you know.
:37:52
My life's ruined too.
:37:54
I'm much younger than he is -
:37:56
I've hardly had any life
:37:57
and it's ruined already.
:37:59
When Oscar gets out,