1:49:04
[Gunshot]
1:49:08
Or my grandmother's hands
And the way her skin...
1:49:11
seemed like paper.
1:49:18
[Distant Gunshot]
1:49:20
And the first time
I saw my cousin Tony's...
1:49:24
brand-new Firebird.
1:49:28
[ Panting ]
1:49:38
And Janie.
1:49:41
And Janie.
1:49:46
[ Gasps, Sobs ]
1:49:53
[ Panting ]
1:49:56
[ Grunts, Sobs ]
1:50:05
[ Wailing ]
1:50:14
And... Carolyn.
1:50:21
I guess I could be pretty pissed off
about what happened to me.
1:50:24
but it's hard to stay mad when
there's so much beauty in the world.
1:50:30
Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing
it all at once and it's too much.
1:50:35
My heart fills up like a balloon
that's about to burst.
1:50:40
And then I remember
to relax...
1:50:44
and stop trying
to hold on to it.
1:50:47
And then it flows
through me like rain.
1:50:50
and I can't feel anything
but gratitude...
1:50:54
for every single moment...
1:50:56
of my stupid little life.