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Normally, a patient wouldn't have
a vat of scotch during a session.
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That's interesting. I'll have to
remember it if I'm ever on Jeopardy.
:36:15
Tell me about your father.
:36:16
My father.
Well, my father... .
:36:19
Let's sit here.
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My father.
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A big man in the neighborhood.
Everybody loved him.
:36:26
Very well-respected,
God rest his soul.
:36:28
He passed away?
:36:30
I just like saying "God rest his soul. "
Of course he passed away!
:36:33
I was about 12 at the time.
:36:35
How did he die?
:36:37
It was a sudden thing.
A heart attack.
:36:39
How was the relationship?
Were you close?
:36:41
We were pretty close.
:36:43
We weren't getting along great
right then.
:36:45
Why is that?
:36:47
I was hanging out in the neighborhood.
I had a borgata.
:36:50
What is that?
:36:51
A kid gang, nothing big.
But he didn't like that.
:36:53
He didn't approve.
:36:55
He slapped me around
a couple of times.
:36:57
And what?
:36:59
And then he died.
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How'd that make you feel?
:37:02
It felt great, wonderful.
How'd it make me feel?
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Think about it.
:37:06
Were you angry?
Were you afraid? Sad?
:37:09
Maybe all those things.
:37:11
Any feelings of guilt?
:37:13
About what?
I didn't kill him.
:37:15
I know that.
I'm just speculating...
:37:17
...that maybe in some way
you may have wanted him to die.
:37:20
Why would I want him to die?
:37:22
You said you were fighting.
He slapped you around...
:37:25
...because you rebelled
against his authority.
:37:27
Maybe some unresolved
Oedipal conflict.
:37:29
English, English.
:37:31
Oedipus was a Greek king who killed
his father and married his mother.
:37:35
Fucking Greeks.
:37:36
It's an instinctual
developmental drive.
:37:39
The young boy wants to
replace his father...
:37:41
...so that he can
totally possess his mother.
:37:43
Are you saying
I wanted to fuck my mother?
:37:46
It's a primal fantasy.
:37:47
Have you ever seen my mother?
:37:49
-Are you out of your mind?
-It's Freud!
:37:51
Freud's a sick fuck, and you are
too for bringing it up.
:37:58
Can I be honest?
I don 't think I can call you Dad.